Is it worth it?

That is what i have been asking myself the last couple of days. This last week has been a nightmare. Every muscle hurt, my neck went out on me and my back muscles just wouldnt relax.

The shins still hurt and i havent run in over 6 weeks.

So i have been asking myself, is it worth it? Why am i putting myself thru this?

I havent come up with an answer yet, but i know in the back of my mind that im not going to give up, i just need to get my head back into a better spot. Time seems to fly at the moment and Port is getting closer and closer and i dont feel like im achieving anything. I have been slack on my training, using every excuse there is to not go out for a ride.

This weekend im having a trip to Sydney for the City 2 Surf, the legs dont have the distance in them, but i will use it as a good opportunity to work on nutrition and fluids. Im also using it as a kick in the butt from the Coach to get me back on track. 2 weeks after that i have a triathlon training camp, so by the end of it i should be back on track.