What have i done.

OMG, im silently freaking. I have registered to do the Port Mac Half-Ironman triathlon next year. I haven't told many people about this crazy move. I dont want other people putting negative thoughts into my head, i have enough of my own. I'm wondering what the hell im doing, why i have entered such a huge race when currently im only doing enticer events (and those are slow) and i still have over 35kgs to lose.

Im taking inspiration from a great friend who continues to push herself, push her limits and doesn't make any excuses. She gets out there and gives everything 100% effort. I also want to set a great example for my little girl, make her realise that you can achieve anything, do anything you put your mind to.

In the back of my mind im worried i wont finish, that i will collapse, that i will give up and never get the the start line. Its a huge mental effort to do this, but i believe that will dedication i can achieve it.

So the massive journey starts. The official training starts next Monday and i have 12mths to get organised, fit, skinnier and somehow finish the race before i get pulled off the course.